Archive for March, 2006

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March 24, 2006
Your Love Life Secrets Are
Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.
You’re a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn’t?
You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You’re easy going about who you’re with, as long as they love you back.
In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails – or at least you’d like to think so.
Getting over a break-up doesn’t take long. Easy come, easy go.
Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

2 great days

March 24, 2006
Yesterday and today has been great. For most of my quizes are over and all projects are finally done. Right now, i am preparing to go into the final phase of revising for my exams. No wonder can describe how God has brought me through especially yesterday. Under the pressure of 2 quizes and one project to be completed. Still manage to find space time to go dylan’s house and play winning eleven for a while. Hehe. Quite a nice time i had there. Met up with weili for lunch today since she is currently on course at NIE right now. Quite nice to chat up over a few issues. Just want to thank God for all His help here. Realised now my blog is not about me anymore. It’s more about God that me. Haha

50th Anniversary

March 21, 2006
Last sunday was my church 50th anniversary. It was great to see that it has come to 50 years. During the service some of the songs touched my heart. I told God that this walk with Him is very tough, painful and heartbreaking. Trials just come waves after waves. There are so many things to give up just for Him. Little wonder why a lot of people do not want to walk this path with Christ. Those who are educated knew that to follow Him, they have to give up a lot. For only those who are poor and in need are ready to accept Him in most cases. For they are already left with nothing much. Then Christ brings hope into their lives. Glory and riches that this world has not seen. Few are able to comprehend. Nevertheless i am going to continue my walk with God for i have been forgiven much through His grace. Sometime i too are amazed by His grace. He just keep pouring out love on me.

To go or not to go

March 16, 2006
Still hanging halfway in the way of whether to go for cell group for tomorrow. I still do not know. Have not tell Don and Weili anything yet. But for my sat cell, i am confirm that i will not be going. Cos now it is struck at a stage now. The worship environment is much better than my bible study cell but i cannot learn much there. Cos just sharing after sharing week in week out. I cannot see the love for God becoming action. Just my own opinion. Maybe the rest have different ideas. See how bah.

Poor man

March 16, 2006
Actually i did not tell anyone that i am a very poor man now. My pocket money has decreased and i have to pay for the transport now. Which could only mean that after all my payments, i will be left with $50 bucks for ONE month for foods. Actually i also do not know how i am able to survive but somehow God open doors for me. Nevertheless my God is rich as He created all things. What do i have to fear?

IF you want me to

March 15, 2006

The pathway is broken
And the signs are unclear
And I dont know the reason why you brought me here
But just because You love me the way that You do
I will go through the valley
If You want me to

CHORUS:
Now I’m not who I was
When I took my first step
And I’m clinging to the promise
You’re not through with me yet
So if all of these trials bring me closer to You
I will go through the fire
If You want me to

It may not be the way I would have chosen
When you lead me through a world that’s not my own
But You never said it would be easy
You only said I’ll never go alone

So when the whole world turns against me
And I’m all by myself
And I can’t hear You answer my cries for help
I’ll remember the suffering Your love put You through
And I will go through the valley
If You want me to

Convicted

March 14, 2006
God has convicted me of my wrongdoings or thinkings. I have heard the most sermons today on my ipod which had never happened. All of them are talking on my current situation. I am so amazed by it. I have started to sort out my thoughts. Praise God.

A part of my life

March 14, 2006
I realised that God has become a part of my life that no matter what i do, i cannot do really do anything without considering what would He do in my place. Sometimes i am amazed by how christians can backslide and leave God totally out of their life. I tried to do that but i can’t. The most i can do is to be a ‘sunday’ christian which i also cannot last for long. He will always bring me back to Him and i will be drawn near myself too. Things in the world can keep you away from God only for a while. At this moment, i am being crowded out because of my studies. I will take it as a learning process. Just want to assure my cell-mates that i will be back on track. Have faith in God for i too have faith in Him.

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March 13, 2006
I have made up my mind of stopping both of my cell groups till i finish my exams. Cos i got too much things to catch up with. There is no way i can handle so many stuffs all at once. Maybe will drop by one or two times.

Tensed up

March 12, 2006
I am very tensed up lately because of all the things i need to do. Esp maths quiz. I somehow cannot take the pressure of it anymore. Starting to have nightmare even for my upcoming ICT in June. Been keeping a distance from all people. Maybe i am going crazy.