There is a time for everything

This morning i went down over to her house to pass her the form. Actually there is an easier way of doing it which was that i emailed her my info and she will help me fill in. Not much stuffs to fill me also. Anyway i gave her the two options that were available and let her decide which one she wanted.

In the end, she chose the one which was for me to pass her the hardcopy. Anyway i could have asked her this morning when i passed her the form, in fact i was prepared to ask. But then i did not at the end of it though i did gave her the dvd.

All i heard was this voice telling me that the time is not ripe yet. Maybe it is me who need to learn something here. Do i need affirmation that much that without it i will not be able to continue? Why am i so afraid of losing her? Am i asking her now out of love or out of fear? So i guess the next time when i do really ask it will be 100% out of love, not a mixture of both love and fear. Father, do help me to understand what You mean by ‘There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.’


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